"I tell you, I
have never found faith like this, not even in Israel!"
“Lord
I am not worthy to receive you, but only say the word and my soul will be
healed” – it’s not quite a quote from the gospel reading today; but it is a
prayer from my childhood, and from the Roman Catholic liturgy. I said that wee
prayer, every time I received communion as a girl and young woman – not ever
realising it was taken from this encounter between Jesus and the Roman Officer.
Jesus’
response to hearing those words uttered was astonishment!
Yes
– Jesus was astonished!
And
then stated how impressive the Man’s faith was; and healed his servant –
remotely – from a distance – just as he had been asked to do.
And
it got me wondering
Was
Jesus ever astonished when he heard me utter those words?!
Or
indeed any other words when my faith; my belief; my trust in God’s ability to
make something happen in my life, was so assured, so definite, that my prayer
was answered in that very moment
This
story, is about the power of faith
The
power that comes when one is so sure, so certain, of God’s power, and our
ability to relate to it, that God, in astonishment grants our desires.
Now,
I am sure that there are some of you here, who are thinking, or wondering, or
doubting the real tangible power of prayers of faith
Thinking
that prayer may be answered indirectly, or in a remote, or distant way – but
not that impossible things will happen because of faith - for it requires a
certain suspension of belief: not belief in faith or God; but suspending belief
in the things we know, hard facts, scientific evidence or that which is right
in front of us... suspending one belief system, in order for the working out of
something mystical, in its truest sense.
Faith
is not really a tangible thing – is it?
Faith
is mystical.Faith requires.... faith!!
I
can describe in quite good detail – my boys; or my parents; or my fiancé – but
to describe how or why I love them; how I trust or believe in their particular
talents and abilities is a much more elusive thing.
Some
of the things we know are easily described, or defined, and others are not.
So
it is with faith: faith that can move mountains; faith that can reassure when
it seems no reassurance is available.
All
of this because faith is intangible
It
is subtleElusive
Indescribable
Mysterious and powerful
And pinning it down to a particular description somehow seems to limit it or diminish its power
Faith is very often best described, or understood, or defined AFTER an event
For it is only in looking back that we can really make sense of it
And sometimes, the looking back is not just yesterday, or last week – but last year, or ten years ago – it can be a whole lifetime of living in faith – until that one thing comes which brings it all into sharp focus, and suddenly it all makes sense
It
is our Roman Soldier moment: the moment when you just know: if I ask, this will
happen.
Jesus
will be astonishedJesus will see, or know, or witness MY faith and be astonished...
Some
of us have had little Solider Moments already
Others
live in hopeAnd others still do not actually want or need it
There’s another paradox in the story of our faith; my faith, your faith
In
exactly the same way that we are uniquely made, uniquely different and uniquely
the same...
Our
faith is thus too.We all have different needs
The Roman Solider – did not need Jesus to come
with him; for he was a man used to giving orders, and receiving a response.
Other
people Jesus met needed him in their homes; or needed to touch him; or needed
to watch from afarAnd each of those, like the Roman Soldier, received Jesus in the way that was right for them
This
is the power of faith
That
God responds to us, through Jesus; by the Holy Spirit, in exactly the way we
need, and at exactly the right time
There
is a hymn in the hymn book, “Inspired by Love and Anger”, which is about
mission and also about Jesus’ response to injustice... the final verse though,
articulates just this point about how Jesus meets us where we are, and responds
to our faith as it is:
Amused
in someone’s kitchen
Asleep
in someone’s boatAttuned to what the ancients
Exposed proclaimed and wrote
A saviour without safety
A tradesman without tools
Has come to tip the balance
With fishermen and fools
(CH4:253 John Bell & Graham Maule)
The
power of faith is ours for the taking
Surprise
yourself! Astonish Jesus! “Lord, I am not worthy to receive you but only say the word...”
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