John 1:
29-42
They
say that word of mouth or peer recommendations are the best way to choose a new
piece of equipment, or new book to read or even finding a new employee, or new
job.
The recommendation
of someone you trust gives a degree of confidence that is not so easy to come
by when searching ‘blindly’.
The first
eight verses of the gospel reading tell us how John recognised and named the
Lamb of God; how he witnessed and gave his testimony
How his
assurances, his assertions, were such that two of his followers, his disciples
turned from him, John, and followed the new guy.
When I
read the gospel accounts in particular I like to visualise... I like to imagine
what this scene looks like, how it plays out; how, if I were directing this as
a scene myself, I would build up the tension and anticipation.
“There is the Lamb
of God!” he said.
37 The two
disciples heard him say this and went with Jesus. 38 Jesus turned, saw them
following him, and asked, “What are you looking for?”
These two
verses make me ask a very particular question: what’s the time scale?
When John
said, “There is the Lamb...” did they go immediately? Did they ask other
questions not recorded here; did they have a wee discussion between themselves?
Or,
were those words so empowering, that they just went?
And then,
we have the equally sparse, “They went with Jesus...” talking? Listening? Walking
behind? Walking close? How long was it before Jesus noticed them? Looked at
them? Spoke to them?
Now,
his question to them on the face of it seems fairly incongruous, “What are you
looking for?”
Not unambiguous;
everyone knows what this question means... but they didn’t answer it!!
Maybe,
having been told he was the Lamb of God, and taking that step to follow was
enough... because, the real answer to that question would have been somewhere
along the lines of,
“Well,
John said...”
“Yes,
John told us you are....”
“Well,
we are looking for the Lamb of God and....”
“We are
looking for answers, looking for the Messiah; we are looking for you!”
Yes...
much easier to simply avoid the confrontation and answer a question with a
question!
You will
remember that I’m using each week of Epiphany to focus on the different ways
God is revealed through the gospels… so the question Jesus asks, “What are you
looking for?” is the key thing for me… answered with another question, but
leads to that invitation “come and see”… and wow!! So many things are then
revealed in these verses…
In asking,
“where do you live, Rabbi” the disciples do two things, first, they avoid
making a statement too soon; and second they elicit an invitation to explore
further.
The next
few hours remain a mystery of speculation. They spent the rest of that day with
him... in conversation, in listening, and most likely sharing a meal together. It
was around 4 o’clock in the afternoon we are told, so the evening meal would take
place during that ‘rest of the day’, and during that time something astonishing
happened.
By the
end of the evening, Andrew was convinced!
Andrew’s
assertion, “We have found the Messiah” is a God given inspired revelation. It was
a new beginning for him, and for those he knew.
There’s
a gap here in the narrative.
They spent
the rest of the day, and then, presumably they returned home... we are told
that at once he found his brother.
At once
at home that night?
At once,
at home, next morning?
Before we
look at the next part of the encounter, the first meeting between Jesus and
Simon Peter... take a moment with me to reflect on the spiritual aspects of
these verses, and how they might encourage us.
Jesus
asks the disciples, ‘What do you seek?’ They reply, ‘Where is it that you
dwell?’ Jesus says, ‘Come and see.’ This can be the language of spiritual
journey and pilgrimage. The two disciples had already started to follow Jesus
before He asks them what they seek.
Only
when we are open are we willing to enquire and follow.
It is our spiritual hunger which compels us to
search for new possibilities.
It is
our dissatisfaction with where we are in our life and in our spiritual life
which forces us to go in search of something new.
The
dwelling-place of Jesus is with the Father; He abides with the Holy; He is at
home with the Sacred. It is to this encounter that the two disciples are drawn.
Jesus invites them, ‘Come and see.’
We too
can be drawn into encounter with Jesus. It is our natural instinct to seek the
divine, to search for the holy; it is human nature to respond to our inherent
sense of other so that when we follow Jesus, when we ask him where he lives, he
asks us too, “What do you seek?” “What are you looking for?”
And if
we continue to follow on that pilgrim path, he will invite us to come and see,
and then...
Then,
anything can happen!!
What happened
to Andrew when he first responded to Jesus’ invitation to “Come and See”? well,
the first thing he wanted to do, was to share it!
He wanted
others to have the same opportunity as he had. He knew instinctively that God
in Jesus Christ was not exclusive; he wasn’t there just for a few privileged
individuals; Jesus came for all humanity, and Jesus was to be shared with all
who would listen.
So, for
Andrew the only thing to do was to bring his brother along to meet Jesus; to
meet, the One – the Messiah, the Christ – the Lamb of God
I don’t
know for a moment what Simon was expecting when he first met Jesus
Maybe a
teaching moment; or a sense of holiness; or an instant recognition of who this
man from the north was... instead what he got was a new name.
Simon’s
new name...Simon, son of John, brother of Andrew
Simon,
the couthy old fisherman, not given to fancy; not given to subtlety. Simon: a
man’s man; a man who liked to call a spade a spade. A man who would give as
good as he got.
I wonder
what he thought about this strange man from up north.
And I wonder
what he thought about this upstart giving him a new name?
And
what does it tell us, and him?
Simon
noisy, brash, opinionated, hard worker... not the sort of man you’d want to
give a solid, dependable sort of nickname to.
And yet,
that is exactly the name Jesus chose for him: from now you will be called
Cephas: the Rock.
The Rock:
solid, reliable, steady, unmoving, the foundation and base layer... what would being
given that name do to your confidence? Your self-image? Your confidence?
I
wonder, if Simon has been asked to chose an alternative name, if he would’ve
come up with something different, something to reflect the personality traits
he was proud of?
Trusting
God to choose for us leads to all sorts of revelations.
Just as,
when choosing our starwords, we were trusting God to lead and guide; to show us
something we need. We still may not know the why or the how or the what of our
word. But that’s the beauty of it!
It is a
word for a whole year, not just a moment
Simon’s
new name was a name for him to grow into; a name for him to wear in, to work
with, until it really did fit him.
Simon
encountered Jesus and was utterly changed: the change did not happen overnight;
the change took much wrangling and many moments of joy and utter dejection over
a period of time; but all of that happened because of this first encounter:
We too
can be drawn into encounter with Jesus. It is our natural instinct to seek the
divine, to search for the holy; it is human nature to respond to our inherent
sense of other so that when we follow Jesus, when we ask him where he lives, he
asks us too, “What do you seek?” “What are you looking for?”
If we
let him, Jesus can bring about change in our lives; Jesus can give us a new
name; he can give us a new sense of purpose, he can lead us on the Pilgrim Way,
to walk with him into a great new adventure.
And if we continue to follow that pilgrim path,
he will invite us to come and see, and then...
Then,
anything can happen!!
When we
“come and see”, anything can happen!
Yes, well done, especially concluding with the Pilgrim's Way.
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